It was hard to swallow. Something wasn't right. I felt achy, tired and couldn't breathe. I knew my body was trying to fight off an impending attack. I began to load up on extra vitamins...trying to offer a counterattack to boost the unseen battle raging within.
But what of the unseen daily battles of emotional attacks? Worry. Fear. Stress. Anxiety. Doubt. Depression. Pain.
Why am I slow in defending against these often debilitating emotions?
I know immediately when I get that sinking feeling...when something's just not right. Why do I not run as quickly to what I know will offer a counterattack? I know what's lacking.
Life has a way of throwing unexpected trials at me. Too often I let the emotions fester. They begin to overtake and the issue/problem becomes larger than I can bear. I fall prey to my crashing emotions.
The cure is swifter than any vitamins I may take for a physical illness. The affect of The LORD'S truth over my emotions is miraculous; all encompassing, unending in it's healing power.
So why do I wait to call to Him?
To read the Bible?
Why do I choose to sit alone and wallow in it?
Lord, today please help me to look to YOU First; spending time alone in YOUR Presence as YOU reveal truth to my soul...my heart...my emotions. Draw me close to YOU as YOU guide my way. Let my heart be filled with the knowledge of YOUR Truth & Light. Do not let me sit in the lies of crashing emotions. "YOUR rod and YOUR staff they comfort me." I say these things, in the name of my LORD and SAVIOR, JESUS CHRIST, Amen.
"Yea, though I walk through the valley of the shadow of death, I will fear no evil; For You with me; Your rod and Your staff, they comfort me."
"For I have satiated the weary soul, and I have replenished every sorrowful soul.”
“Behold, I the , the God of all flesh. Is there anything too hard for Me?"
"Behold, I will bring it health and healing; I will heal them and reveal to them the abundance of peace and truth."